|Monday, August 9th, 2004|
so im back from the weekend at beths parents for her birthday. and it was pretty cool. it had it's ups and downs like most things. so some times i just break down and tonight was one of those days. i really dont know what happend after talking to some one saturday night i felt pretty happy i mean, i woke up sunday morning and i kinda thought i knew what it felt like to be happy again cause i really haven't been happy in a long time. i just like to stay way some times and not get outa bed. and i think i might just end up doing that tomorrow. but i dont know maybe ill rethink some things and get real happy or something. all i know is right now i feel like the bottom of a dark hole and i cant sleep. i.... i dont even know any more. i guess i want some one to be with. i thought i had that but i was kinda wrong but then again i was kinda right. i have a friend and id rather have this friend in life then not. i think i need to get away and just be away for a bit. and i have till the 26th and then i have class to deal with. but anyway. im not going to post this name on myspace so who ever wants to read what i sometimes write in here can even though i still wanna change the user name i use cause it's an old name. well.... here's to sleep if i can.
|Friday, August 6th, 2004|
just testing something and it probably didn't work
|Thursday, August 5th, 2004|
dear live journal i hate everyone including you. p.s. i dont think im going to beths weekend..
|Wednesday, August 4th, 2004|
i think im going to buy one of these cams
and one of these phones cause they is da hottness but.. the thing is.. the phone is 300 beans and so is the cam. so that's 600 bucks i dont really wanna spend but i got.. so.. hmm... any ideas.. anyone?
p.x.s i guess i got my html mojo back or something.
so im watching scary movie 3 right now. and it just started. and i just regestered on photobucket so i can now host images that means ill have more images on livejournal and myspace. and i need to get a new digital camera so i can take pictures.. fuck. that camera was so nice.
p.s. i think i forgot all the html codes i knew.
|Monday, August 2nd, 2004|
so yesterday my dad had a heart attack due to hyper tension. and i still wanna delete this journal and make another cuase i dont like the name on here cause aerosolcub is an old name and i wanna change it to like either inmydreamsurdead or RinehartTheGreat but i dont wanna pay for a new account but i might end up doing that anyway cause i wanna get a credit card to build credit so some time i gotta go talk to capital one. or some other place like that.. lamers be lame
p.s. i change names like i change my socks so i never really know what i want for a name im guessing it has to due with graffitti cause i like to change my name when i write all the time so im trying ot figure out how to make a name that is like an unamble name.. such as RinehartTheGreat who was a character in a book that was a metaphor for an invisible man. but ill always be
TEK3 ..i think... oh yeah. i also wanna change leave a comment and dont know how to do that i wanna change it to... i dont give a .. and then who gave a
so i just watched that movie the village and i thought that i robot was a better movie.. way for them to blow it and be like,, ah. there are no monsters. then be like ahh.. your not actually in the 18th century really you are living on a reaserve.. haha fuck that.. it sucked.. XxX
|Sunday, August 1st, 2004|
so i woke up today at 1:23pm after a night of just chilling in richmond. i was going to do the normal street car thing but i ended up going over to the "punk house" cause it was this kids birthday and one of my friends said we should go and i had nothing better to do so i went. after a while i just got bored with everyone and popped in nightmare on elm st 4 and we watched that. then i had this like long descusion on the peoples purch with this guy... well it wasn't so much of a descusion as i listened to him talk for aboutt 40 minutes cause he was drunk and drunk people do that. which is why i dont like going to this place because every one drinks and smokes and i usually have to put up with drunkin idiocey. and i didn't get home till about 5:40am. but it kinda evened out cause of the descusions about horror movies. and movies in general.
|Friday, July 30th, 2004|
what the fuck is with the rain... it has literaly been raining for the past month. every day. way to put a damper on everything it's like a fucking monsoon around here. i mean damn. stop raining. it even rained for the first like 4 hours of the drive to columbus.. what the fuck.. i could have hit and killed everyone in my path.. sweet. path of destruction.. < what a metal band name.. i probably spelled it wrong too. but i give no fuck. ramen everyday.. ramen is the greatest thing ever. i watched the movie page master today after like not seeing it for ever and i still like it.. which brings me to my second point.. damn im a geek. i watch too much sliders and stargate.. <according to friends..
so some time i should be whored out on this journal so that means some one might actually read this.. haha.
|Thursday, July 29th, 2004|
emmm emmmm i love me some ramen. i probably eat atleast 2 bowels a day.. well some time soon i gotta get in the shower and go to vcu and get a parking pass. i still gotta get a new phone too so i think i may look into them while im out and about. well dont have anything else up to write about at the moment so later taters.XXX
|Wednesday, July 28th, 2004|
a let down in itself....
oh yeah. me and some friends saw i robot last night and this basically describes it. "I, Robot - The surprise of the summer for me. I REALLY expected to hate this movie. will Smith still isn't a favorite actor, but the robots were amazingly well done and the action was incredible. The story was decent and it was an enjoyable couple of hours."
so i've decided to start posting entries now and some time im gonna add photos on cause i have them but have to shreank the size of them. so the weekend of the 23rd - the 25th i went to jersey and im still not sure what kinda time i had.. i drive from richmond to pittsburge to columbus back to pittsburge then to elizabeth new jersey.. i was officially in the car for 24 hours we left at 5pm and got the hellfest at 5pm.. becuase i got there late i ended up missing the bands i wanted to see that day. but whatever. then saturday came and i ended up dancing too much and burnt myself out and became misserable. just a second ago i was searching for the list to see what bands i actually saw but i couldn't find it .. i must have left it in jersey. which sucks cause i wanted it as memerabellia or how ever you spell it .. but anywho. i saw a bunch of good bands that day. then sunday came and i was really just tired and sore and not interested in really seeing anything so i bought more merch that i cant find in richmond. then that night 2 of my friends staying with us in our hotel left our door cracked and then 2 black guys came in and stole our cell phones and 40 beans from a girl that was staying with us. so im getting a new cell some time. i think im going to get a nokia 3650 cause they are way nice. anyway now back home writing this and how bout no one in jersey can speak english.. fuck that. dont hire people to pump gas if they cant give you directions so where that is only 3 miles away. fuck them all.
|Sunday, February 22nd, 2004|
so im updating this cause i never use it. i plan on adding new pictures but i haven't gotten to it cause im lazy. oh, on jan 25th 2004 i got an ibook g4 and it's badd ass, and im still going to shows regularly feb 20. i went down to willmington nc with the this present darkness kids and watched them, nourish the flame and full blown choas play. was a great show and i had a great time.. i sound without in this post. that's about all the news i got except yon march 13th prayer for cleaning in charlette nc.. and march 2nd 18th bday.
|Saturday, December 13th, 2003|
oh yeah and if any of you who may read my journal are on myspace you can hit me up under. 1st name: xthedeadselitex
just giving an update. not much has changed. im still just going to shows, making art and playing in richmond. oh i got some new pictures but i dont know how to upload them on here so they will be under my text but im going to ask my friend bigrock how you do that. oh and dude im probably getting a dell. but anywho. later Current Mood: devious
|Monday, October 20th, 2003|
|not a lot
not a lot has changed in my life except my friend that's in college is back for break. Yeah! and im not talking to the guy in texas that i was talking to. womp wah, whatever... obviously no loss im guessing. but yeah, I look like stupid in that picture. cause i was just trying to take one before a posted something. which i haven't even posted stuff yet so blah, blah blah blah blah. oh what i was typing something. im watching the movie the sweetest thing this is a pretty funny movie.
|Saturday, October 4th, 2003|
well, that took a while. but finally i have finished setting up my 1st LJ entry. so thanks to that snazy guy who hooked me up with a code so i could start these entries, well im off to richmond to catch a show so i cant write but this much. but there will be way more entries to be written.